I received a letter from UMUC today.

It said since I maintained a gpa of 3.5+ for 12 semester hours, I made the Dean’s List Term 3 of SY 03-04.

Wow.

I nearly pissed myself.

Got my driver’s licence today.

One less thing to worry about now.

Go me. I need a lot of practice though.

Something is wrong with me.

I am actually studying, and after receiving my assignments back in Sociology, I do not think I will study anymore. I got lower grades than I expected. When I don’t study, I do better. Something is not right here.

Also I don’t want to do LJ, I don’t want to do HP, I don’t want to do my blog, I don’t want to do anything but do good in school at the moment. Well actually I am also ANXIOUSLY awaiting for July 24, the day of Guam flight, but … I dunno.

It’s not like I was doing bad in school before, in fact I was doing quite the opposite: VERY GOOD. Yet now… x_x;;

Am I experiencing some kind of late teen years-life crisis or something? GOD.

High school is out for the summer. So now all I have is classes to worry about. I am hoping I’ll do good this term, but I do NOT know. Something is not right here. >_< ;;

** x-posted from my LJ.

Yesterday was the graduation for 2004. Today is approximately one year since I graduated. How I already feel so old. So I went to the graduation, and as much as I love my 12th grade English teacher, her 50 minutes speech, recognising each individual graduates, was far damn too long. I was sitting on the bleachers, the graduation was in the SAHS gym, and my butt was in pain afterwards. It was a nice graduation despite that though. The only sucky thing was that I was unable to get any flowers for any of my friends. I feel so damn bad. Stupid flower shops not opening early or saying they will open which they don’t.

Then I went to Starbucks, study a bit, hung out at the band room, and met Jeff. I’ve had a stressful week. I screamed my ass off at No Rae Bang (Karaoke), and I felt so much better.

I got home at ten, and then another friend of mine named Tina wanted me to chill with her. She graduated as well, so it was graduation party time. But due to reasons she couldn’t meet her other friends, therefore she called me up.

During my walk through Itaewon to meet her, I had a new identity. I was Caren, had a boyfriend, had an entirely different cell phone number, said I spoke no Korean; only English, and was 20 years old instead of 19. The reason for that was because there was this erm… Korean guy in his 30s hitting on me. I could tell he wanted me for sex, so I told him all these incorrect facts about myself! But ew, he was touchy to me. He wanted to meet me in the future and “improve” his English skills. I hope I never see him again.

Tina and I chilled out at a cafe named Chocolate. I didn’t get home till 2 in the morning. That was the latest I stayed out since New Year’s Eve. Yowza. It was fun just talking with her. I’ll miss her when she goes off to college. I’ll miss a lot of my ‘04 friends going to the states. *sighs* Things change too much and too soon for me. Oh well… but that was my day. Yesterday was the only day I enjoyed this entire week.